Love is the answer

"Love Is The Answer"

[Verse 1:]
Broken hearts everywhere
From stepping on love we don't care
Somebody tell me what we gonna do
Even though it's plenty to share
People hungry in the streets life just ain't fair
But you never think about it until it's you
[Pre-Chorus:]
Now I'm gonna say how I feel
And what I wanna say is love is the only thing that's real
Now I'm gonna tell you what to do
Just believe that love is the only thing we have that's true
[Chorus:]
Love is the answer
Love is the answer
Love is the answer to the questions in your mind
If you looking it's the answer that you'll find
It's the only thing that everybody needs
It's the only thing that makes us truly free
[Verse 2:]
Friends nowhere to be found
To help you when you are down
But you know that you're the one to blame
We know what's wrong from what's right
Nobody wins in a fight but still we play the game
[Chorus:]
Love is the answer
Love is the answer
Love is the answer to the questions in your mind
If you looking it's the answer that you'll find
It's the only thing that everybody needs
It's the only thing that makes us truly free
[Bridge:]
Just look around the whole wide world
So many beautiful things to see
Take my hand and come along spread some love with me 

 

 

 

Everyone who hates his brother is a murderer, and you know that no murderer has eternal life abiding in him.  By this we know love, that he laid down his life for us, and we ought to lay down our lives for the brothers. But if anyone has the world's goods and sees his brother in need, yet closes his heart against him, how does God's love abide in him? Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth.  1 John 3: 15-18

Trust

Lately I hear "Oceans" by Hillsong United every time I turn around but I'm not complaining. It seems such a fitting song right now. The following lines resonate so deeply within my soul:

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders

Let me walk upon the waters

Wherever you would call me

Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander

And my faith will be made stronger

In the presence of my Savior

I have to admit this last year has been the season of practicing trusting God. I would have told you before that I trusted Him completly but that is just not true! Thankfully a friend recommended Trusting God by Jerry Bridges. (By the way, every Christian should read this great book). After reading Trusting God, I came to clearly understand God's sovereignty over the world. When the light bulb came on, I realized I could let go of those things I held so tightly. Before, I thought if I let go of them, that would mean facing the unknown and that's not fun for this self-professed planner. 

Anyway, when I sing this song I remember all that I've learned to let go of and the lingering areas I'm slowly surrending to Him. It's so much better to release it to the One who knows what He's doing. Thank you Jesus that I'm not in charge!

I hope this encourages you.

Painful Progress

His divine power has granted to us all things that pertain to life and godliness, through the knowledge of him who called us to his own glory and excellence, by which he has granted to us his precious and very great promises, so that through them you may become partakers of the divine nature, having escaped from the corruption that is in the world because of sinful desire. 2 Peter 1:3-4

When I think about where my life is at 33, I can look back and see it has been a painful process up to this point. I am not one to always look at the positive or the bright side. I try hard not to have my head in the clouds, which I am sure bothers the dreamers I know. I consider myself to be practical, realistic and down to earth. Sometimes I can come off as negative, pessimistic or too serious. I would rather talk about the real things going on in life than surface topics like the weather. Not everyone enjoys that, I know. I find it hard to muster up energy to make small talk with strangers. I would rather not talk at all than come up with something superficial or surface to discuss. Why? Because I don't feel like I am being real. I'm not good at faking that I am interested in the conversation when it stays on the surface for too long. In small groups or one on one, I flourish. Mostly because those environments encourage deep conversations. But I guess it's no surprise to anyone that I enjoy these types of conversations because my blog name is Deep Thinker!

Anyway, all I am trying to say is that life is has been a difficult journey up to this point and I don't mind saying that. Have I had mountaintop experiences? Yes. Has the Lord blessed me? Absolutely. Have I been happy and joyful? For sure. I just like to keep it real and be transparent with others about how the Lord has grown me through pain in my life. That is how He grows us. Are there times when I don't want the pain? Yep. But the more I look at my life, the more I can see where I've welcomed that pain by the choices I've made. I've chosen sin over satisfaction in the Lord. I've cried out to Him to take it away but the reality is, the pain is the consequence of my choices. Could He take it away? Of course. He is sovereign over everything but what would I really learn if I did not feel the pain of my choices? You would think I would learn the first time but I continue to go back to certain sins hoping for a different outcome. Sometimes the consequences are short-lived but a lot of them are long-lasting. 

The Lord has already given me everything I need yet I chase after the fleeting pleasures of the world. I want to partake of Him and be deeply satisfied in His presence. The progress of my life up to this point would not have happened without a little pain. Pain the Lord allows and pain I invite. I'm thankful He is a forgiving God who loves me unconditionally.

For His Glory

A kind friend shared the Shane and Shane music video with me yesterday (posted below) and watching this led to watching a John Piper sermon that was "suggested" on YouTube. For multiple reasons, I've not listened to many podcasts lately but my soul was stirred when I heard Piper preach during the music video. I felt compelled to watch this sermon from the Desiring God Conference in 2005, also based on his book, When I Don't Desire God. The words that stuck out the most to me were:

"Why does God do everything that He does? Is there a unifying motive? God does ALL that He does to display His GLORY for the full and lasting enjoyment for ALL who embrace Christ as their highest treasure."

No more asking, why do I have to go through this? Why do I have to deal with this pain? Why do I get treated this way? Why am I single? Why? Why? Why?

Although the hurt and pain may still penetrate my heart, I know the reason why I am enduring very minute, irritating moments to very large, long-lasting trials. It's not as if I did not know the reason for suffering before but I did not accept it as truth for my life. I would often put my clenched fist up in the air toward God with a demand that these difficult times end quickly but God in His sovereignty has not always done so. He has been faithful in showing His true character to me and for that I am thankful. 

I want to live with full abandon to His Will and let go in full surrender of my will, Heather's will, the will that gets me no where in life, the will that stunts my growth, the will that keeps me from His blessings, the will that stubbornly refuses to submit, the will that brings natural consequences.

"I will say to the north, Give up,

    and to the south, Do not withhold;

bring my sons from afar

    and my daughters from the end of the earth,

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everyone who is called by my name,

    whom I created for my glory,

    whom I formed and made.”

Isaiah 43:6-7 ESV

"Though You Slay Me"

come, God, I come
I return to the Lord
The one who’s broken
The one who’s torn me apart
You strike down to bind me up
You say you do it all in love
That I might know you in your suffering
Though you slay me
Yet I will praise you
Though you take from me
I will bless your name
Though you ruin me
Still I will worship
Sing a song to the one who’s all I need
My heart and flesh may fail
The earth below give way
But with my eyes, with my eyes I’ll see the Lord
Lifted high on that day
Behold, the Lamb that was slain
And I’ll know every tear was worth it all
Though you slay me
Yet I will praise you
Though you take from me
I will bless your name
Though you ruin me
Still I will worship
Sing a song to the one who’s all I need
Though tonight I’m crying out
Let this cup pass from me now
You’re still more than I need
You’re enough for me
You’re enough for me
John Piper speaking: Not only is all your affliction momentary, not only is all your affliction light in comparison to eternity and the glory there. But all of it is totally meaningful. Every millisecond of your pain, from the fallen nature or fallen man, every millisecond of your misery in the path of obedience is producing a peculiar glory you will get because of that.
I don’t care if it was cancer or criticism. I don’t care if it was slander or sickness. It wasn’t meaningless. It’s doing something! It’s not meaningless. Of course you can’t see what it’s doing. Don’t look to what is seen.
When your mom dies, when your kid dies, when you’ve got cancer at 40, when a car careens into the sidewalk and takes her out, don’t say, “That’s meaningless!” It’s not. It’s working for you an eternal weight of glory.
Therefore, therefore, do not lose heart. But take these truths and day by day focus on them. Preach them to yourself every morning. Get alone with God and preach his word into your mind until your heart sings with confidence that you are new and cared for.
Though you slay me
Yet I will praise you
Though you take from me
I will bless your name
Though you ruin me
Still I will worship
Sing a song to the one who’s all I need
Sing a song to the one who’s all I need

You Are Amazing

You're the one who walked on water 
And You calmed the raging seas 
You command the highest mountains 
To fall upon their knees 

You're the one who welcomed sinners 
And You opened blinded eyes 
You restored the brokenhearted 
And You brought the dead to life 

Forgetting all our sins 
ou remember all Your promises 

You are amazing 
More than amazing 
Forever our God 
You're more than enough 
You are amazing 

With authority You've spoken 
And You've set the captive free 
You're the King who came to serve 
And You're the God who washed our feet 

You're the one who took our burdens 
And You bled upon the cross 
In Your kindness and Your mercy 
You became the way for us 

Forgetting all our sins 
You remember all Your promises 

You are amazing 
More than amazing 
Forever our God 
You're more than enough 

You are amazing 
More than amazing 
Forever our God 
You're more than enough 

Oh, how marvelous 
Oh, how wonderful 
Oh, how glorious 
You are amazing 

Oh, how marvelous 
Oh, how wonderful 
Oh, how glorious 
You are 

Oh, how marvelous 
Oh, how wonderful 
Oh, how glorious 
You are amazing 

Oh, how marvelous 
Oh, how wonderful 
Oh, how glorious 
You are 

You are amazing 
More than amazing 
Forever our God 
You're more than enough 

LINCOLN BREWSTER - MORE THAN AMAZING LYRICS

Deeply rooted in Him

“But blessed is the one who trusts in the LORD,
whose confidence is in him.
They will be like a tree planted by the water
that sends out its roots by the stream.
It does not fear when heat comes;
its leaves are always green.
It has no worries in a year of drought
and never fails to bear fruit.”

Jeremiah 17:7-8